Sunday, October 15, 2006

Thanks so much for the info! As for me, I am having a bad bipolar episode. When I first took the Requip, I felt really weird, but I slept like a baby. It was wonderful. Then on Tues night, I started to go back to the insomnia and panic attacks....which then proceeded to get worse by each night. And I was in considerable pain from the workout. I think I am going to go a little slower, maybe not kill myself so much on it. So for the past 2 full days I have had head pressure (which some could be due to the drastic weather change of the barametric pressure) and panic all day long. I took a xanax last night with the requip and still did not get to sleep until 1am. I just keep telling myself to hang on. I have a call in the doc, I broke down and started crying on Fri being so sick and tired of being sick and tired. a small pity party for one. Jamie took it well (he hates to see me cry) and just held me for awhile. But I am just soo tired of all this shit! Not being able to function with people and situations. I want to go back to school full time, but worry that I wont be able to do it. I have alot to do today and hopefully I will have some time to do some crafts (I am finding that it helps sometimes). I have my first test tomorrow night for that one class that I am taking....I am the biggest procrastinator so I have to force myself to study today. The post may not make sense, but I have to get all this out.....

3 Comments:

At 2:31 PM, Blogger KansasSunflower said...

I'm so sorry you're feeling better, but you're doing everything you can to get better! You'll find the right med combination, or this one will kick in soon enough!

I agree about crafts - why is that? Maybe it's because it takes our minds off ourselves, and then time seems to fly. I took Interior Design classes, and loved them for that very reason.

I'm thinking of you!

 
At 6:47 PM, Blogger Ol' Lady said...

Poor girl...hope you get in to your doctor in the morning. Going to hard to fast with exercise is bad, slow down a bit. I'm thinkin of ya :-}

 
At 12:21 PM, Blogger phoenix said...

Hope your test went well- I was always a study procrastinator, too and would always be cramming the night before the test. Also hope you are feeling better and able to get some sleep!

 

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