well, as always, the pain calms and things get "normal" again.....these cycles suck!!!
I am not going to have alot of time from now until x-mas to deal with this shit. I was approached yesterday for a second job being a tour guide for a ghostwalk here in our historic downtown. It is a year round tour, and the money will be easy and nice.....I was also told that I could sell my crafts at the deli for x-mas too :-) Things are looking up again I think.....I am going on Sat to see my brother and how he is doing. Right now he is working at a haunted house at night, so Jamie and I are going to go and check it out, then stay the night. Should be a fun time for all (hopefully). I start the ghost walk tomorrow night for training...I am so excited, it is said that the town I live in is one of the most haunted areas of NC....
Good thing this money is coming in too....We are flat broke and tons of bills are coming in...I have to pay mucho money to get my massage license renewed by Nov 1st....and of course my car inspection expires end of the month. Such is life....
Poor Jamie though, he is feeling a bit neglected with me doing all of this....but he is understanding and realizes it will all even out :-) At least we are hopeing it will....well I must go get on the torture machine (nordictrack) and try to get my ass smaller :-) I know I am not commenting on your blogs as much as I used to, but please everyone know that I am still reading and am so thankful to each of you for sharing your life online. Hugs to everyone!!!