Wow...I didnt realize it had been so long since last I wrote.....Sorry about that...So much has happened......My head is still having its ups and downs, but I finally figured out a good way to handle it...keep as busy as I possibly can and wear myself out :-) Not the healthiest choice, but it seems to be working wether I want to be busy or not! I got a new job, I am working now as a jewelry consultant (sales) I love it, but hate working retail at X-mas....Jamie for the month of Dec has had to work 2nd shift which SUCKS! But the day before thanksgiving he proposed :-) Its only 9am and this is the first moment I have had to myself and I am exhausted....I have some family coming to visit today and tomorrow I am going to go see my father (blah). And then starts the week before x-mas at the store....11 hour days starting Mon with no breaks (they are bringing lunch in) and it is for 7 days in a row!!! I hope I do ok.....Hope all is well with all of you, I still am reading your blogs when I can.......